haha! have fun at highschool today NERDS. i’m gonna be doing cool ADULT stuff like sleeping WHENEVER i want and CRYING
*Taylor Swift attempts to twerk*
White People: YAAASSSS TAYLOR! I love it, she’s so quirky and bold expressing herself.
*Nicki Minaj Slays the earth twerking*
White People: OMG WHAT A TRASHY SLUT. And you wonder why men see you as an sexual object. SUCH A HOE.
I got upset. I sat. And moped. And kept to myself. Because nobody could help. Nobody wanted to help. Not out loud anyway. Nobody followed up to see if I was okay after I left. Nobody texted me after everyone knew I was having problems with my girlfriend. They don’t care. Because I’m a creep and there’s no getting around it. I’m a scumbag shitty team member. And a bad boyfriend. And trying to keep everyone happy doesn’t work. Ever. It can’t. Not even myself. My head feels filled with tears I’m no longer brave enough to cry. I’m told to stop. Or I’m laughed at. I am not allowed to wear my heart on my sleeve. I am not allowed to have the wrong feelings. I am saved by only one person. Among a dozen or so others who I thought would have the ability to step up but refused to. I’m appalled.